30-04-2021, 09:44 AM
I kind of have glimpses of my perfect family here and there.
Well... I guess it's more like I have "Multi-verse Visions" of what could be.
Like, I "could" see myself with a blonde and living in Germany or Sweden.
Or I sometimes like redheads.
Or maybe a unique hair color won't end up mattering to me, as I did get close to a brunette a while ago... only to be blocked.
"What" is my ideal woman?
I kind of want to have twin sons. Or maybe just 2 boys.
No offense to the whole "patriarchy" nonsense, but women still baffle me.
So, if I can manage to find the 1 girl who I can handle, that'll be enough.
I feel like a daughter, while still awesome, would be too much of a challenge for me.
Like, with sons, you just sort of wind 'em up and set 'em out into the world.
You tell them what you know, and maybe a joke or two, and let them wreak havoc.
But a girl... someone who might become a mother herself... I wouldn't know how to prepare her for that.
And I would also feel a little hurt when I would have to eventually let her out into the world, and into the arms of some dude, who I would hope treats her right.
But yeah, that's my idea of a perfect family.
Oh, and my girlfriend/ mother of my children will be like 102 pounds or so.
I don't like excess... but I would still magically want her to have a figure.
Maybe I'm asking for too much?
But I know they exist because I've seen a few date total losers.
And since I'm not a total loser, I feel like I deserve one.
Well... I guess it's more like I have "Multi-verse Visions" of what could be.
Like, I "could" see myself with a blonde and living in Germany or Sweden.
Or I sometimes like redheads.
Or maybe a unique hair color won't end up mattering to me, as I did get close to a brunette a while ago... only to be blocked.
"What" is my ideal woman?
I kind of want to have twin sons. Or maybe just 2 boys.
No offense to the whole "patriarchy" nonsense, but women still baffle me.
So, if I can manage to find the 1 girl who I can handle, that'll be enough.
I feel like a daughter, while still awesome, would be too much of a challenge for me.
Like, with sons, you just sort of wind 'em up and set 'em out into the world.
You tell them what you know, and maybe a joke or two, and let them wreak havoc.
But a girl... someone who might become a mother herself... I wouldn't know how to prepare her for that.
And I would also feel a little hurt when I would have to eventually let her out into the world, and into the arms of some dude, who I would hope treats her right.
But yeah, that's my idea of a perfect family.
Oh, and my girlfriend/ mother of my children will be like 102 pounds or so.
I don't like excess... but I would still magically want her to have a figure.
Maybe I'm asking for too much?
But I know they exist because I've seen a few date total losers.
And since I'm not a total loser, I feel like I deserve one.